I wonder if God ever gets tired of hearing me bawl my eyes out and cry out to him? I can almost imagine him chuckling and hugging me saying, "Erica, just breathe, I've got it under control, you will be okay, be patient". (yes I imagine God chuckling--he does have a sense of humor!)
My dad is co-owner of a fitness center (yes I know I should join, it is free, but it is a bit of a drive) and he talked with the other co-owner about me trying to find a part time job. A woman at that fitness center just quit her part time job there and her other part time job at another facility (that the other co-owner owns...a lot of owning going on) . Unfortunately, the position at the fitness center has already been filled--which would have been ideal for me. Early hours, plus getting a chance to workout after work, bonus! However, he said he wanted to talk to me about the other facility (not a fitness center) and see if there was something available that I could do part time. Maybe? A light at the end of the tunnel? Perhaps. However, I'm a pessimist by nature and I'm not at all getting my hopes up (because doing that never ends well), but wouldn't that just be God? I mean, I cry, I whine, I vent and then God opens a door, basically saying--"I wish you'd just trust me Erica, see?" We'll see what develops. In the meantime, I'm still searching and waiting (patiently?) for a door to open for all of this to fall into place and for my joy to finally return.

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